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Fall in Awe

by Mar

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1.
fall in awe 03:45
i’ve never found a more stunning work of art then when you fall in awe with your tender heart wish i could take you back to the time when it all made sense wish i could take you back to that childlike innocence but it’s too easy to to lose track of what surrenders us to bliss so we just think that we lack with our hearts clenched in our fists when you start to thaw and you fall in awe when you start to thaw and you all in awe you know i know you saw that you have it all when you start to thaw and you fall in awe i’ve never found a more stunning work of art then when you fall in awe with your tender heart now it's a memory and maybe nothing more but that's not all it has to be i'm thinking it might be the cure because that glimpse is now your key to see whats hidden behind your hearts door melt with vulnerability and see that you are more
2.
i think the world moves too fast guess that's why i'm tired or it's just me come slow down with me i think the worlds just too loud guess that's why i'm quiet or it's just me come be soft with me i think the worlds just too scared guess that's why i'm praying for us all to be free come be brave with me
3.
what i love most about loving you is letting you feel free why pick a flower if it can grow? why dam a river if it can flow? why wait for tomorrow? why chase the rainbow? why lasso the undertow? why bottle it if it’ll overflow? why not let it if it’s ready to go? don’t let love settle like cement set in stone i love my love free range able to roam like my telephone never feel alone cause you reminding me how to find the unfound your love like a vow to live in the inevitable ineffable wow steeping in the blossoming now i think we’re doing the impossible now it’s our responsibility now to deepen our fluidity to steep in divinity consistently awakening the heart with lucidity to vividly love unconditionally to heal conspiracy of love’s deficiency a fantasy that we conceive religiously that love is reduced to ease and efficiency rules and rigidity cages and captivity til Buddha had an epiphany that love’s a pervasive symphony i don’t want it to be about me i just want to be your harmony what i love most about loving you is letting you feel free there is so much Love in the wildness of your being that ego bows in awe i would never dream of taming it
4.
can she feel my love wrap around her like a thousand arms when i hold her will she ever know the blessing it is to watch her bloom and becoming i beg her please don't lose your sacred magic you are everything this world needs right now right now you are everything this world needs now right now
5.
truth is shame is ruthless tight as a noose is why do i choose this? i should do better i should be clever to sever forever my heart's bad weather got some healing to do so i will lean into you cycles hidden awareness forbidden psyche imprisoned starving for vision time for the healing like snake skin peeling don't fight the feelings they all are revealing we've got some healing to do so i will lean into you making this deal try to be real to reveal all i feel and i seal and conceal be my witness to heal this sickness with a vicious forgiveness we've got some healing to do so i will lean into you
6.
who am i? 04:49
if i gave it all back i would have nothing this life - a gift bestowed on me may i use it to create beauty who am i without you? why do i build a cage around the self that i imagine? i am you and you are we who me who i am - who i'm gonna be who am i without you? i've been informed this human form is a costume we adorn to perform an existential mourn for the one-ness we ignore as we snore asleep conform defeat capitalism slavery norm on repeat until complete now we're starting to be starving for something we can't eat beyond belief there is relief beneath the ego's royal seat surrender and release seduced by ecstatic peace reduce dramatic habits traumatic when dogmatic want to make it automatic to long for your song and hear it beyond the static i'm praying to be elastic to stretch within your galactic fabric let me try you on / let me try on you who am i without you?
7.
give me a minute give me a minute break just need a few deep just need a few deep breaths
8.
i just don't want to think been doing too much lately trying to feel in sync with what my heart knows innately i'm ready to just sink into all we are completely knowing that when i blink this moment is new discretely
9.
what makes you feel sacred? what makes you feel wild? what makes you feel witnessed? what makes you feel proud? what makes you feel ancient? what makes you feel full? what makes you feel safe and what makes you feel the pull? want to see the world through your eyes what makes you feel foolish? what makes you want to cry? what makes you feel unworthy? what makes you ask why? what makes you feel lonely? what makes you feel scared? what makes you feel shame and what makes you feel despair? want to see the world through your eyes
10.
what would you say if i told you i want to be close to you in anyway you like anyway you like is fine with me no time to waste love is calling us to get out the way when love's conditional you can't get a taste of a heart that's free want you to know my love will give you all the room to grow into the truth that you are deeply beautiful in your tender strength what would you say if i told you i want to be close to you in anyway you like anyway you like is fine with me humbled i yearn to be your student, i've got so much to learn like how you leave no stone unturned when you garden your mind so can i come in? i want to know the world you're playing with the grace and compassion that you have to give i want to feel it all what would you say if i told you i want to be close to you in anyway you like anyway you like is fine with me so what do you say? does your heart want to come out and play? we can play the chase the rabbit game and you can make the rules
11.
tragic thinking i'm not complete always looking for something to distract me my heart is patient yearning for closeness just like the sun craves always to feel warm just like the way i want you can i just want myself you're a mirror now i see clearer feelings i fear here only draw nearer lean in open see what my heart hides maybe this divine in you i find distracts me from finding it inside just like the way i want you can i just want myself ft. Anjimile : just like the way i think of you as lovely in my mind just like the way i think i think about you all the time easy for me to see you're divine but what about mine? all activity and no action all passivity and no passion i can hide in distraction i confuse love with attachment i can lose my ground in a minute or dig my roots in the soil within it and take my place in love's reflection me, the image and god, the caption just like the way i want you now i just want myself now i just now i just now i just now i just now i just now i just want myself
12.
haven't you heard the good word? love is a verb not a noun slow down well i want this and i trust you let's see how open we can be cause there's magic i can taste it if we keep letting this love breathe haven't you heard the good word? love is a verb not a noun slow down unexpected all i wanted Love makes a window from my heart and there's a yes here in my body i feel my life force waking up
13.
can i steep in this presence with you? i just want to steep with you
14.
deep 04:58
i just wanna go deep with you i've never been one for all that small talk how are you just don't do it for me i wanna know you beyond what i'm seeing because there's a part of you hiding that longs to be seen i just wanna go deep with you i don't want to know what you've been doing i want to know what makes your heart sing i wanna know about the gifts that you've been dreaming i want to play on the playground of your inner world today i just wanna go deep with you with each and every one of you
15.
feed me 02:15
feed me i am open read me like the ocean breathe me in slow motion feed me i am open
16.
truth is shame is ruthless tight as a noose is why do i choose this? i should do better i should be clever to sever forever my heart's bad weather got some healing to do so i will lean into you cycles hidden awareness forbidden psyche imprisoned starving for vision time for the healing like snake skin peeling don't fight the feelings they all are revealing we've got some healing to do so i will lean into you making this deal try to be real to reveal all i feel and i seal and conceal be my witness to heal this sickness with a vicious forgiveness we've got some healing to do so i will lean into you
17.
unknown 05:07
can’t believe i’m leaving can’t conceive the grieving letting go of security and how it’s defined me nowhere to hide swallow my pride grasping to what’s sublime but this pain is from the divine don’t know where this is going but i trust in how it’s flowing like a leaf that is floating down the river just not knowing stuck in indecision ego’s ammunition bless my intuition with the softest precision cause i want to be clear my vision sincere i know this birth’s near dancing with my fears i know the birth is near cause i’m dancing with my fear get me off topic with some gospel gossip jump ship from all this logical nonsense surrender your conscious cause it’s making you nauseous your loss if you stay cautious to the process and toss it away disbelieving heaven is scheming to shake us awake and aware of the nightmare that scares us dreaming don’t know where this is going but i trust in how it’s flowing like a leaf that is floating down the river just not knowing

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released May 2, 2019

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